doy, sarah, i was calling you because you left a message on my machine telling me to call you. i just said i was calling to chat because last time i returned one of your messages you were all like, "what, don't you ever call to just talk to me? you would never call me if it wasn't to return a message." so that's why i said that, i was just kidding mostly. now it seems that either way, you will make a big hairy deal out of it. i guess the moral of the story is, you are not dying.